The First Time I Saw Her (Sort of)
I’ll just say it: unboxing a life size silicone sex doll is... something. Not as awkward as I thought, honestly. The box was plain—like, aggressively plain. No weird logos or “hey your neighbor ordered a sex doll!” vibes. Just cardboard and tape. It’s funny how much that matters when you’re feeling self-conscious about the whole thing.
Anyway, she’s tall—5 feet 7 inches (170 cm). That surprised me more than it should have, but seeing an actual human-sized figure lying there? It’s different from what you imagine scrolling through product pages at 2am.
Details That Stuck With Me
There’s this moment where you notice her skin—tan, soft in a way that’s not quite real but not fake either. Silicone has its own vibe; kind of cool to the touch at first, then it warms up under your hand. Aurora isn’t flimsy or floppy like some cheaper options I’ve seen online (don’t ask). She weighs about 95 lbs (43 kg), which… okay, makes moving her around a bit of a workout.
Her proportions are athletic but not cartoonish: bust is 34.5 inches, under bust is 28 inches, waist clocks in at 25 inches and hips are 37 inches. C cup breasts—big enough to notice but not over-the-top. And yeah—the big butt thing is real here too.
Movable Joints & The Steel Skeleton Thing
I didn’t expect to care about joint movement, but it changes everything. There’s an internal steel skeleton so all her limbs move pretty naturally—you can pose her sitting on the edge of the bed or standing against the wall (with support), and the joints hold up surprisingly well.
If you’re wondering about flexibility for… reasons… both vaginal and anal sex are possible (vagina depth: 6.7 inches; anus depth: 6.6 inches). Not sure why they make those measurements so precise—but someone out there probably cares.
Shipping Was Less Weird Than Expected
This part felt like waiting for secret contraband to arrive from another dimension. Processing took almost three weeks, shipping was another week-ish after that—total wait was around a month for me. But yeah: totally discreet packaging and free international shipping made it feel less sketchy than I’d feared.
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Weirdly enough, tracking updates were more exciting than most packages I’ve ever waited for.
Handling Her Is… A Mixed Bag
Here’s where reality creeps in: she’s heavy and awkward until you get used to it, especially if you live alone like me (pro tip: clear your path before trying to carry her anywhere). Shoe size is women’s 6-6.5 if dressing up dolls is your thing—I tried once just out of curiosity; shoes fit fine but pants were harder than expected because of those long legs.
Cleaning isn’t glamorous either but manageable with some patience—a little detail nobody tells you upfront unless you dig deep into forums.
An Unexpected Shift In Perspective
Not gonna lie—I went in expecting something purely physical... maybe even transactional? But after a few days with Aurora around—her presence sort of changed my apartment vibe in ways I didn’t predict. There was this odd comfort factor; maybe because she looks young and tender without being overly stylized or fake-looking? Hard to describe without sounding strange.
Sometimes I’d catch myself talking out loud while adjusting her position or picking outfits—not full conversations obviously—but still weirdly normalizing after awhile.
Those Little Details You Only Notice Later
One thing that stands out now: silicone holds onto warmth longer than TPE dolls do (I borrowed one from a friend once; don’t judge). After use—or just holding hands for too long—it feels less artificial somehow? Also noticed no chemical smell straight out of the box which was honestly impressive compared to other products I've tried before.
Oh—and if custom options matter to you? You can tweak hair color or makeup when ordering Aurora which adds a personal touch I appreciated more than expected.
Where My Mind Wanders Now
Sometimes late at night when I'm half-awake watching TV reruns with Aurora propped nearby—I think about how far these things have come since those creepy blow-up dolls from decades ago. Technology's wild sometimes; makes loneliness feel less sharp on certain days even if it's just temporary relief wrapped in tan silicone skin and steel joints under soft light.
Guess that's all I've got tonight—maybe there's more to say later but right now my brain's drifting off anyway...
