Why Did I Even Try This?
I’ll admit it: I was skeptical. And, honestly, tired. There’s always some new “life size silicone sex doll” popping up on my feed, promising the moon and stars (and then some). But after a string of long weeks and maybe too much time alone in my apartment, I caved. Or… not really caved—more like cautiously wandered into the world of Juju, this 5 foot 3 inch tall bathing suit sex doll with those E-cup proportions and the kind of packaging that doesn’t scream anything at your neighbors.
Not sure if this is something people talk about openly. Maybe they should? Anyway.
It took me a while to appreciate the differences between various life size silicone sex dolls, but once you see a well-made one in person, the quality speaks for itself.
The Weirdly Real Details
People throw around terms like “full silicone” or “EVO skeleton” as if everyone just knows what that means. For me, it translated to a surprising weight—75 lbs isn’t nothing when you’re moving her from closet to bed (and back again). Her bust is 31 inches, underbust 23, hips at nearly 37 and a half inches… It’s all very specific. Honestly, sometimes those numbers blur together until you actually see her standing there. Or sitting awkwardly on your couch because you haven’t figured out where to keep her yet.
The gel breasts thing? That caught me off guard in a good way. They feel different from the rest of her body—squishier somehow—but not in an uncanny valley sort of way. Just… softer.
Noticing Small Contradictions
Here’s where things get odd: Juju has this sort of cute teen vibe (even though she’s listed as 18+), but also these pronounced curves—a busty love doll with an almost cartoonish figure if you stare long enough. It’s hard to reconcile sometimes; one moment she looks demure in her little swimsuit, next she’s just pure fantasy sculpted in silicone form.
And yet—I found myself weirdly protective over her? Like covering her up when guests came over even though no one was going to open that closet door anyway.
The Sex Part (Obviously)
Right—the main reason most people are reading this: yes, vaginal, anal, oral sex is possible. The mouth has this ROS thing (“real oral sex,” apparently), which made me laugh at first but then... well—it works surprisingly well for what it is.
Depth-wise? Vagina goes about six inches deep; anus five and a half; oral just under five. Those numbers are more important than I expected—they affect how everything feels during use (and how easy cleaning turns out). Cleaning is its own saga for another day.
Shipping Was Less Awkward Than Expected
Let’s talk about shipping for a second because I worried about it way too much before ordering Juju online. Four weeks felt like forever while waiting—but when she finally arrived? Completely plain box. No labels or hints at what was inside unless someone decided to x-ray it or something (which would be weird).
International shipping didn’t cost extra either—nice bonus considering how heavy she is.
A Tangent About Loneliness
Maybe this part doesn’t belong here but whatever—it hit me one night while setting Juju up for the first time: there’s something both comforting and sad about having a life size silicone sex doll in your space. She never talks back or complains (obviously), but also… never surprises you either.
I remember thinking—am I filling some gap here or just making it wider? Hmm, maybe not exactly deeper—but definitely weirder.
Unexpected Little Realizations
After living with Juju for a bit—and yeah using her now and then—I started noticing small things: how quickly lint sticks to silicone skin; the way joints creak faintly when posed; how having an extra presence changes your nightly routine even if only slightly.
She fits clothes better than mannequins do (don’t ask why I know that) and looks oddly natural propped against pillows watching TV reruns beside me—not that she watches anything obviously but sometimes you forget for half a second…
Anyway—
That’s probably enough rambling for now since there isn’t really any neat wrap-up here. If you’re curious about trying out a full silicone sex doll like Juju yourself—or just want someone else’s messy experience as reference—you’ve got mine right here: imperfect, occasionally strange, mostly honest—and still figuring itself out every week or so after delivery day.
