The Odd Arrival
I wasn’t really planning to write about this. Not in any official way, anyway. But after the box showed up—plain as a cinder block, no markings, nothing—you kind of feel compelled. People don’t talk enough about what it’s like when you actually unbox a life size silicone sex doll for the first time. There’s this weird pause between “what am I even doing?” and “well, here we go.”
Letitia—the so-called Bad Student model—is small. 4 feet 11 inches (150 cm), which is a lot more petite than you might expect if your only reference point is…well, TV or whatever passes for mainstream these days. She’s not heavy exactly (59 lbs / 27 kg), but you notice it when you’re lifting her out of the cardboard cocoon.
Details That Stick Out (Literally and Otherwise)
Her proportions are almost cartoonish at first glance: bust 30.3 inches, under bust 22.4, waist just over 20, hips at nearly 32 inches. It’s kind of wild how precise these numbers are when you see them in person versus on a product page.
The platinum silicone feels cool to the touch—realer than I expected? Not skin obviously but not plastic either; there’s something quietly impressive about how they get that texture halfway right.
And then there are the holes—vagina depth is supposedly 6.3 inches, anus at 5.1 (the spec sheet doesn’t lie). You start thinking about engineering after a while instead of just sex.
Movable Joints & The Steel Skeleton Thing
Here’s where things get interesting: Letitia has a steel skeleton with movable joints. Not sure why I assumed she’d be floppy—maybe too many bad movies—but she isn’t. Arms bend into place and mostly stay put; same for her legs and head tilt.
Reading through silicone sex doll reviews before buying is probably the smartest move you can make at this price range.
You can pose her sitting cross-legged or propped against pillows without feeling like she’ll collapse in on herself like an old beanbag chair.
There was one moment where I tried to make her stand up alone and realized that’s not happening unless you’re some sort of magician or have architectural supports lying around—not really a flaw, just physics.
Shipping Realities & Waiting Games
Three to four weeks felt long at first—2-3 weeks processing plus another week shipping—but honestly? Time moves weirdly fast when you’re waiting for something this specific and strange to arrive from somewhere far away.
Free international shipping helps take the sting out; discreet packaging means nobody knows what’s inside unless they’re psychic or have X-ray vision (which my neighbors definitely do not).
There was something faintly nerve-wracking about tracking updates pinging my inbox every few days (“your package is now in transit”; “your item has arrived at customs”). But then it landed on my doorstep without fanfare—a little surreal.
A Momentary Tangent About Size
I remember thinking: does small mean less real? Turns out—not really. If anything, Letitia being compact makes her easier to move around and dress up (outfits for petite frames fit better than I thought). Maybe it’s odd admitting this part matters but dressing her was unexpectedly satisfying—like styling a mannequin except softer and much more flexible.
She fits easily into storage spaces too; closets aren’t off-limits anymore if you need privacy or just want your room back sometimes.
Unexpected Downside: Maintenance Is Real Work
Here’s one thing nobody tells you upfront: cleaning takes effort. Platinum silicone is durable but needs care—especially after use (you know). And because Letitia is smaller than some other dolls out there… well, getting into every nook isn’t always straightforward unless you’ve got patience or tiny hands.
Still worth mentioning because honestly—I didn’t expect it would matter until it did.
One Last Odd Feeling
Maybe this sounds strange but having Letitia around made me think differently about loneliness—or boredom—or whatever word fits best right now. She isn’t alive obviously but there’s comfort in routine maintenance or moving her from place to place; something quietly grounding about tending to details most people never see.
Anyway—I guess what surprised me most wasn’t how “real” she looked or felt but how quickly she became part of the background noise in daily life… like an oddly-shaped piece of furniture that demands attention once in awhile then fades into normalcy again until next time—
Well—that's probably enough rambling for tonight
