Colors That Don’t Quit
There’s something about opening a box and just—bam—getting hit with color. I wasn’t expecting Meadow (the so-called “Rave Girl” sex doll) to be quite that neon in person. The photos, you know how they are online, always a little too perfect, but this was wilder. It’s like she rolled out of an afterparty straight into my living room, legs all long and bendable, the kind of thing that makes you pause mid-unboxing and wonder if you’re doing adulthood right.
Anyway, her colors are bold. Not subtle at all. If you want a life size silicone sex doll that blends into the background? Yeah, probably not Meadow.
The Limbs Situation (Or: How Many Ways Can You Pose Her?)
Right off the bat—I mean literally five minutes after getting her out—I started messing with those movable joints. She bends more than I expected. Like…a lot more. Steel skeleton inside, apparently; feels solid but not stiff (if that makes sense). One moment she’s sitting on the couch like some sort of party mascot, next she’s…let’s say “striking poses.”
I kept thinking: is this what people mean by “get the party started with Meadow”? Because honestly it felt less like a party and more like an art project gone rogue for a minute there.
Odd Details You Only Notice Up Close
You ever get close enough to something fake that it almost stops feeling fake? Maybe it’s just me being tired but—her skin texture is weirdly convincing for silicone. Soft but not sticky. There are seams if you look for them (and I did), but nothing glaring unless you go hunting for imperfections.
I’ll admit I measured her out of curiosity—5 feet 7 inches tall, 70-ish pounds—and those proportions? Kind of wild in real life: small breasts, narrow waist, hips that don’t quit. She looks way taller than most other dolls I’ve seen floating around forums.
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The “Extreme Hotness” Claim (And Heart Palpitations)
Look—the marketing says Meadow may cause heart palpitations due to extreme hotness. Which made me snort-laugh when I read it because who writes these things? But…maybe there’s something to it? Not literal heart trouble obviously (hopefully), but she does have this over-the-top vibe that feels engineered for attention.
If your thing is bright colors and rave aesthetics—she nails it. If not…well, maybe try someone else?
On Comfort & Materials
The premium materials line isn’t just fluff; she actually is comfortable to touch (not cold or rubbery). Full silicone body means no weird plasticky smell either—which is nice because sometimes these things arrive smelling like new tires at a car dealership.
Vaginal depth is apparently 7 inches (I checked out of morbid curiosity), anal about 6ish—not sure how many people measure these things precisely but hey—it’s info people seem to want online.
Shipping Is...A Waiting Game
Not gonna lie here: four weeks feels like forever when you’re waiting on something this expensive and odd-shaped to ship internationally. They do send her in plain packaging though; mine looked exactly like any other boring box from UPS or whatever—a relief considering neighbors can be nosy sometimes.
No costume included despite what the promo pics show—that tripped me up for half a second before reading the fine print again.
Tangent: Why Do People Even Want Rave-Themed Dolls?
This part keeps bugging me—I get why people want life size silicone sex dolls generally (loneliness is real), but why specifically rave-themed ones? Maybe nostalgia for parties none of us go to anymore? Or maybe just chasing color in a world where everything feels beige lately.
Weirdly enough…I started propping Meadow up near my speakers when music was playing loud one night—and yeah—it did make things feel less empty somehow.
Small Realization After A Week
After seven days with Meadow hanging around my apartment—sometimes dressed up in old festival gear just for laughs—I realized she wasn’t as much about sex as about having something absurdly colorful and poseable around when everything else felt routine or gray or frankly kind of dull.
Doesn’t solve loneliness—but doesn’t hurt either?
That’s pretty much where I’m at with her now.




