The Box That Wasn't There (Except It Was)
I’m going to say it right away because, honestly, I still feel a little weird about the whole shipping thing. You order a life size silicone sex doll online—her name’s Nikky, she’s wearing this blinding orange bikini in every promo photo, and you know what? The site promises “discreet packaging.” My apartment lobby is always busy. People are nosy. I kept checking the tracking link like some kind of criminal.
Anyway, when the box finally arrived (almost four weeks later; they weren’t lying about that 2-3 week processing plus another for shipping), it was just… a plain box. No logos, no hints. Just heavy as hell—91 pounds if you don’t get the “weight reduction” version. I did not go for that option and instantly regretted it dragging her up three flights of stairs.
Staring at Proportions That Don’t Make Sense
Nikky is tall. Like, really tall for a doll—5 foot 7 inches (170 cm). She’s got these long legs that seem to go on forever and hips that look like they were drawn by someone who spends too much time on Instagram. Her boobs? G-cup. Not subtle at all.
It’s hard to wrap your head around those numbers until she’s actually standing (well, propped) in your room:
- Bust: 35.8 inches
- Under bust: 26.6 inches
- Waist: 24 inches
- Hips: 39 inches
The first night I spent more time measuring than anything else because it felt surreal—a kind of uncanny valley but with huge breasts and an even bigger butt staring back at you from under fake tan skin.
Movable Joints vs Reality
Steel skeleton with movable joints sounds good on paper—like maybe you’ll pose her in cool ways or whatever—but after ten minutes my arms hurt more than hers ever could (she doesn’t have muscles… obviously). Getting her into any position takes patience and maybe a little bit of swearing under your breath.
Her joints click sometimes—not loud but enough to break whatever mood you’re trying to set up if you care about that stuff. On the upside, she can actually hold poses pretty well once you get past the learning curve.
Details Nobody Tells You Up Front
Let’s talk about those measurements again—the ones people pretend are just numbers:
- Vagina depth: 6.7 inches
- Anal depth: 6.6 inches
- Oral depth: 5.1 inches
I remember thinking these were oddly specific stats for something made out of silicone… until I realized people probably ask for exactly this info all the time.
Another thing nobody tells you? Silicone gets cold fast if your room isn’t warm enough—it’s kind of jarring when you forget and then suddenly remember mid-use (not going into detail here; use your imagination).
Blonde Hair Everywhere
Nikky comes blonde by default (“young,” “tan,” “blonde”—the usual keywords). The hair tangles easily if you’re not careful or if you try anything ambitious with styling it—which I did once before giving up entirely and just leaving her as-is most days.
Weirdly enough, seeing fake hair shed onto my sheets annoyed me more than real hair would’ve—I guess because there’s no one to blame except yourself?
Shipping Is Free But Waiting Isn’t Fun
Free international shipping sounds great until day fifteen rolls around and you start wondering whether customs flagged your package or some neighbor accidentally took it instead (paranoia sets in; trust me). Three weeks feels longer when anticipation mixes with embarrassment about what exactly is coming in that big unlabeled box.
But yeah—it got here eventually.
Tangent About Shoes & Realism
This might be off-topic but let me mention shoe size since nobody does: Nikky fits women’s size 6–6.5 shoes perfectly. For some reason putting actual shoes on her feet made everything feel weirder—and slightly more real—than expected? Maybe it was just me projecting personality onto silicone legs.
The point is… details matter even when they shouldn’t matter so much.
Choosing among the many top-rated silicone sex dolls available today really comes down to personal preferences and priorities.
Is Tall Better Than Average?
There are shorter dolls out there—way easier to move around—but something about having one almost eye-level changes things psychologically (sometimes awkwardly so). If height matters to you—or long legs or big hips—you’ll notice immediately how Nikky stands out compared to other options in this whole life size silicone sex doll universe.
Does taller mean better? Not sure yet; jury's still out for me honestly.
That’s basically where my thoughts end up whenever someone asks what owning a thick G-cup sex doll like Nikky is actually like—it never feels quite finished somehow, always something else left unsaid or unfigured-out...
