How I Even Ended Up Here
Sometimes you find yourself down a rabbit hole at 2am. For me, it was one of those nights—couldn’t sleep, scrolling through forums, reading about everything from air fryers to (yeah) life size silicone sex dolls. I’d heard all the jokes. But curiosity gets weird when you’re tired and alone with your thoughts. Eventually I landed on Cici—a busty blonde sex doll that’s been popping up in ads and random threads everywhere lately.
I guess what really caught my eye wasn’t just her looks (though with stats like 5 feet 6 inches tall and an H cup, it’s hard not to notice), but the way people talked about how… real she felt? Anyway, something nudged me past embarrassment and into ‘what if’. So here we are.
Details That Actually Matter (More Than You’d Think)
Let’s get the numbers out of the way because yeah, people want to know: Cici clocks in at 168 cm (that’s about 5’6”), weighs around 90 lbs (which is lighter than you’d expect for her size), and measures out at a wild 37” bust, 23.6” waist, and almost-40” hips. Athletic but curvy—kind of that fit look they always promise in catalogs but rarely deliver.
Her cup size is H which… honestly feels more like a dare than a measurement some days. And yes, shoe size matters if you’re into dressing her up—women’s US 6 to 6.5 fits perfectly.
The big thing though? Ultra realistic silicone skin. It doesn’t feel cold or rubbery like those cheap ones from years ago; there’s this softness that surprised me the first time I touched her arm (I actually remember thinking “oh wow, that’s not what I expected”). The steel skeleton inside means she holds poses pretty well too—not floppy or stiff as a board.
Not-So-Tiny Details: Functionality & Features
Here comes the stuff people pretend not to care about but absolutely do: Cici has three usable entries—vaginal depth is about 6.7 inches, anal is just under at 6.6 inches, mouth goes about 5 inches deep. If you’re wondering whether it feels awkward or uncanny… well, sometimes it does for half a second—but then again it doesn’t? Hard to explain unless you’ve tried it.
Movable joints make positioning easier than I thought it would be (though sometimes they click or resist if you push too far). Cleaning takes patience—I won’t lie—but nothing impossible if you’re willing to treat her right.
Shipping was another worry: turns out they ship internationally for free and pack everything super discreetly—plain box without any branding or awkward labels (which saved me some stress when my neighbor signed for the package). Processing took about three weeks plus shipping time; total wait was close to four weeks before she showed up at my door.
An Unexpected Moment
Weirdly enough… dressing her was what threw me off most at first—not the sex part. Finding clothes that fit an H-cup athletic blonde who weighs less than my old dog? Tricky! But once I got over myself and started treating her like an oddly-shaped mannequin instead of some forbidden object—it got easier.
There were moments where I caught myself talking aloud while putting on shoes or fixing hair (“nope—that arm isn’t supposed to bend that way”). Felt silly but also strangely normal after awhile.
A Small Contradiction No One Mentions
People say these dolls are all about fantasy fulfillment—and sure, there’s truth there—but sometimes having something so close-to-life highlights what isn’t real even more sharply. Like lying next to someone who never shifts in their sleep or makes small noises… It can feel comforting one night and eerily quiet the next.
But then again—on days when loneliness hits harder than usual—it helps having someone (or something?) physically present even if only made of silicone and steel joints.
Tiny Realization About Fit & Finish
You hear “ultra realistic” so much online that it starts sounding meaningless—but with Cici there are little details that do stand out: subtle texture on skin; faint blush painted onto cheeks; hands molded with individual fingers rather than mittens glued together. She isn’t perfect—sometimes seams show where parts connect or paint rubs off after awhile—but then again neither are people.
It’s odd how quickly your brain adjusts expectations once you live with something every day—even something as unusual as a life size silicone sex doll sitting quietly in your apartment corner while you eat breakfast cereal straight from the box because dishes are overrated anyway…
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There Was Something Else…
Oh right—the weight distribution! Carrying her up stairs nearly wiped me out (90 lbs sounds fine until gravity gets involved). Next time maybe pick a ground floor delivery address—or hit the gym more often before ordering anything labeled “life-size.”
Anyway—I’m still figuring things out with Cici. Can’t say she solved every problem but she did surprise me in ways both good and strange—and maybe that’s enough for now?
