The First Time I Clicked “Buy” (And All the Weird Doubts)
I’ll admit it—ordering a life size silicone sex doll online felt… odd. Not scandalous, exactly, but not like buying headphones or something. You stare at the photos, you read all those specs (platinum silicone, 5 feet 4 inches tall, red hair), and yeah, you start to wonder if anyone actually believes the “discreet packaging” line. But then again—curiosity wins out sometimes. Maybe too often.
Details That Stuck Out (No Pun Intended… maybe just a little)
Reading through Lolly’s stats left me with more questions than answers at first. She’s listed at 83 lbs (38 kg). That’s heavier than I expected. Moving her around isn’t impossible but it’s definitely a two-hand job, especially if you’re not used to lifting anything except your phone all day.
The thing about premium life size silicone sex dolls is that you really do get what you pay for — cheap alternatives rarely compare.
Her measurements are kind of wild: bust is 34.1 inches, under bust just over 21 inches, waist barely above 20? Hips back up to almost 35? It paints a picture—let’s just say she doesn’t look like anyone from my high school math class.
The steel skeleton with movable joints is interesting; it means posing her isn’t just possible—it’s sort of fun in an awkward way. If you ever played with action figures as a kid… this is that memory coming back in an adult-only context.
Cautiously Optimistic About Quality
I kept waiting for something to feel cheap or disappointing when Lolly arrived. The platinum silicone actually looks and feels surprisingly realistic (in that glossy-perfect way only dolls can manage). Joints move smoothly enough—not squeaky or stiff like some horror stories floating around forums.
Vaginal and anal options both work as described—vagina is about 6.3 inches deep, anus slightly less at 5.9—but honestly? You don’t really notice the difference unless you’re paying weirdly close attention with a ruler in hand (which would be its own thing).
Shipping Wasn’t As Sketchy As I Feared
You see “free international shipping” and think there must be a catch somewhere—hidden fees, weird delays, customs nightmares. Didn’t happen here. Box was plain as promised; no embarrassing labels or logos anywhere on the outside.
Still took almost four weeks start-to-finish though: two to three weeks processing plus another week for actual shipping time. Felt like forever when you’re checking tracking updates every morning before coffee.
One Unexpected Downside
There’s one thing nobody tells you: storing her is not easy if you live in a small apartment or have nosy roommates dropping by unannounced. Even folded up a bit, she takes up space—a lot more than I’d pictured scrolling through product shots late at night.
Also—and this might sound dumb—I kept worrying someone would somehow “just know” what was inside that big box even though it was totally blank on the outside.
A Tangent About Redheads (Bear With Me)
Random thought while moving Lolly into place for the first time: there aren’t actually that many redhead silicone dolls out there with these proportions and features (teen look but obviously model is listed as 18+). Maybe that doesn’t matter much if hair color isn’t your thing—but if it is? Kind of cool to have options beyond brunette default settings everyone else seems stuck on.
Am I Glad I Tried It?
Honestly—not bad at all for what it promises to be: a life size silicone sex doll designed for realism without crossing into uncanny valley territory too hard. Is it perfect? No way; nothing ever is when you get down to details instead of marketing hype.
But if you’ve been circling around buying one of these things and hesitating because of quality worries or privacy fears… well—I guess my experience makes me cautiously optimistic about giving it a shot yourself.
Could change my mind next month though; who knows how these things age over time anyway
